Panic Attack

Boyy has today been an emotional roller coaster for me. So I've been talking to that guy I mentioned. I don't think I gave him a name. Let's call him Q. So I just had a bit of an emotional breakdown / anxiety attack roughly five hours ago. I saw that he added face pics to his Tinder account. And he is so handsome / cute, I feel like he would have no trouble finding someone to take him away. He is also a more social person than me and I don't think that he would like to be with someone so boring and quiet as me. I know I have a lot going on in my head compared to extroverted people, but is it actually as rich as their flowing conversation and emotional connections? Maybe you can't compare the two, but I know that he probably would respond better to certain stimuli that I just don't think I can give him.
I can still smell him and taste him sometimes and I just want to do everything with him, like watch Ten Things I Hate About You together. I wish he could just want to be with me. But I also saw that his horoscope says he needs to be free and independent and feel unconfined.